Anywho then my so called "best friend" of over 17 years came down that friday with her boyfriend. Like really mine just got sent off and u bring urs down here and kinda rub it in my face u still have urs. I mean i thought we were older than that but apparently not. and at first I thought i was just being a bitch but the more i talk to people about it the more i realize what she did was low n dirty. she has all the time n the world to spend with him yet she cant take 2 days outta her life to come be with me when i need her most. even though i've done it countless times for her. So anyway not only did we got to citywalk and eat at hardrock which was the place me n my dude had our first kiss/first date. BUT they end up leaving less than 24 hrs after they arrived after she said they would stay til sunday. Like really even though he "got called into work" she coulda stayed with me so we could actually have girl time but she uses the excuse "i didnt have a ride home then" UMMM hello lastime i checked aint shit wrong with my car so WTF is the real deal?! JUST DAMN SELFISH so i was gonna suck it up and not say shit but she kept on n on so i told her how i felt. Im not goin into detail but i will say this (if YOU end up reading this): You know damn good n well you coulda left him home, if u didnt wanna be here for me then why the fuck did u offer?! you may be this that n the other BUT i have no sympathy for you. esp when yall get up on facebook saying u had a nice 3 day weekend with each other. bitch i aint dumb i thought you were so much better than this and never in a million years seen us in this situation. yes were older and im not asking for anything more than a friend. you never call and when i text u were usually short with me. BUT sweetheart let me say this, i love you dearly but the reason u dont work out with dudes is cuz ur to damn clingy when u get them. U may feel like ur on cloud 9 now but he will get tired of it just like the others and u keep pushing everyone who will be there for u no matter what away and when he does get tired of it u will have nobody. and im not so sure if i wanna b there for u when it happens because i try to tell u how i feel and u try to throw it back on me. i think this is kinda petty but its not even about guys its about you not being here for me and basically using me as a hotel (free stay i might add) for u n ur man to have a vacation at the time i need someone the most. im not gonna say im sorry cuz i feel i did nothing wrong.
ON another note:
on wednesday the 22nd I went to the employee preview of Hallowwen Horror Nights XX at universal studios. i had tons of fun with megan & alli. though it wasnt the same without rocky and they got a douchebag magician in its place :/ none the less it was still fun and def. what i needed. heres some pics (:
Friday the 24th i was scheduled to go visit him so i drive 1.5 hrs out to the jail only to find he had been transferred so the crushed me and i came home cried myself to sleep. The dogs woke me up by barking at the mailman so i went out there and i had a letter from him explaining everything and what i needed to do on my end to get everything setup n stuff it broke my heart but made me feel amazing at the same time. here a lil pic:
Then on the 25th I went to the employee preview of Howl-o-scream at Busch gardens and it was sooo much fun OMG! those houses had me screaming, duckin, runnin and bout to have a damn heart attack a few times lol my throat was sore the next morning. we got home at 4am and i was soo damn tired so i slept til like 2pm that sunday. I didnt get any pics except of my ticket lol cuz i didnt wanna take my camera for fear of dropping it (good choice)
Oh and btw here my fav pic from
a photoshoot i did (:
until next post -xoxox- brandi
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